I take too much medicine!

So. as I was trying to fall asleep last night. I was thinking about how my sleeping pill was not working, its weird, one night it works great and I fall asleep immediately and another night it still takes me almost an hour to fall asleep.

I realized I take alot of medicine.

In the morning, I take 6 pills, 8 pills if I have a headache. At night, I take 12 more pills. In total, I take 18 - 20 pills. That is crazy! And I am still walking funny, my balance is still off, I am shaking, my hands hurt, I have headaches, still in pain and if I don't take my medicine I would be 10 times worse!

I am just tired of taking pills. Why can't they just cure me? Is that too much to ask?